Back to the Blog!

Guess who's back, back again. Aww, it makes me sad to see that my last blog post was nearly 2 years ago. Writing is something I have always been passionate about but don't always seem to make time for. I do though, however, make time to write poetry and music several times a week. It's therapy for me.

I wanted to update what has been taken me away from my creativity, and pretty much sucked my energy dry. I bought my first house in June 2024 and then shortly after took my state licensure exam to become an LPCC (therapist) and passed, yay! Buying and tending to a new house, not to mention studying for that exam, took a LOT of energy from me. Firstly, I had major regrets after my large purchase and felt very low mood. I didn't know that was a thing, but I was overwhelmed and in over my head. As soon as I fixed one thing, another problem was created or found. I felt stuck and like I wasn't accomplishing anything. I was completely distracted from the things I love to do, like make music and videos. My exam was on 7/31/2024 and after passing my exam, there was this magnificent release I experienced. I also felt very proud of myself. But it has been hard to get the energy back.

I forgot to mention that in between all of this, I got a new little kitten, Alfie, who is adorable. Except a new kitten really disrupts the status quo. My cat, Anya, has a weakened immune system and due to the stress of the new kitten, who is exceptionally courageous and playful, got very sick. I took a time out from everything and really focused on Anya and making sure she got better. Thankfully she is feeling better, but has not made a full recovery, due to the continued stress of Alfie and his attempts of aggressively playing with her. It appears they would both like to be the Alpha. How the cats were treating each other made me very sad. To say I have not regretted getting Alfie, would be a lie. We like to keep it honest on here, because life is not perfect. Of course I am keeping this kitty and we are going to make it work. I know that I need to practice patience, I mean, he is only about 7 months and has a lot of maturing and weight gaining to do :-)

It's okay to go through big life changes and need time to adjust and that is exactly what I have been doing. I feel very grateful for my job and my fiance, both which bring me purpose and so much joy. I lead a fulfilling life that I could never have imagined in my addiction. I can be too hard on myself sometimes, thinking I should be doing this or that, but the truth is that there is divine timing and I am exactly where I need to be. I can't rush this process, even if I wanted to. I am currently looking into expanding my education and skills and still have 2 more years until I am licensed as an LPCC and am looking forward to the growth and knowledge I will gain during this time. I am so excited!

Sending blessings your way.

Keep rising!